I have real trouble planning my life, and making time to do things. I seem more content sitting on the computer chatting away my time on MSN, or watching DVDS, than actually doing any of the things I want to. I have made all these goals over the past year with no motivation to actually do them.
I started learning Spanish, playing keyboard (again), guitar, making videos about nothing in particular, writing an actual purposeful blog, and I guess a big one would be exercising. These were all sometime in the past year or so, but with the fluctuations of work and such, I’ve become less and less motivated as time goes on. Working at the Casino, rosters swap from day to night shift every month or so, allowing no real regularity. I’m always tired, and because of that when I get up I have almost no desire to do anything. Instead, I’m more prone to grab a drink and stick on a DVD of Doctor Who than to bring out Spanish For Dummies and learn something that could be useful as a skill.
Right now I could be practicing Jumpstyle, effectively exercising in the process, but instead I’m writing this post, and contemplating a DVD to put on. Ok, I’ve just put Doctor Who on. This isn’t good.
I need to work out some way to get myself motivated to do these things. It shouldn’t be this hard to do these things.
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