I’m unable to sleep, and am sitting alone with my thoughts.
I’ve been noticing that for a while my social use of things like Twitter has gone down, as have the amount of ventures outside apart from times I go to work, and times I see my partner. This is in major part because of my love of gaming, and in part because I always feel tired and find it hard to shake that feeling.
Recently I’ve joined a gym in hopes that not only will it help me get a little bit fitter, but that it will get me out and about a bit more, as it’s right in the middle of the city.
I’m hoping by going out more and doing active things, I’ll start feeling less tired and more willing to do things like hang out with friends, which is another thing I feel I’ve been neglecting majorly. Not for not wanting to see anyone, but I feel awkward trying to set up times to hang out with people. I’ve tried an awful lot in the past and have been stood up by these friends too many times. I’m just always paranoid of that happening again, and I really do hate that feeling.
Call this a bit of a self reflective post, but honestly, I do need to improve my life a bit. Maybe then I’ll feel better.
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